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An Earnest Youth

by FKA Climate

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1.
Off 02:37
Where are we off to Whose heart deserts you, why do The longing is mine, too Who are you calling out to On, off, on, off An earnest youth Of anxious verve, I was not light No follow through A ghost in grey blue, was I On off on off On off on off On, honestly Are you calling for me? Silence in dreams Are you calling for me, oh why? Off, honestly Oh does your heart break? Mine too It’s silent in my dreams Are you calling for me, oh why?
2.
On and Off 03:16
It’s like waking up for the first time It’s like switching the lights On and off all the time It’s like feeding ashes into my soul Or it’s like seizing the lights Spark on and off in my mind So they made something else of me Half a lifetime left And now I’m left To check for any signs of life On and off, I’m alive Nothing is worse Than the barricade in your mind Been gone for so long And I still don’t really know why Nothing is worse Than being content with all this Still wondering how I’ve made so much undone On and off, I’m alive
3.
So far away, So rearranged Strangely intensified Long gone away This feeling of indented intent collides Wide eyed break, Minor and awake Local and personified It’s them that said: This scene is dead Can I become electrified? I miss home — And I say It’s only a temporary scar Shooting stars when I say Your sight is making me whole I’ll turn when the moment is you Personal effect—Deadly and direct Marked for the zealous signs With no escape—Every time I wake, Shattered and nullified Reality, fuck off of me Every shadow mirror light Hit it dead on—I’m running on the energy That you’ve been giving me all night Walk on with this blue excess. Walk on with this strange distress Let me borrow your love for the songs and for the crowds Am I alone?
4.
Chaos Style 03:50
Gone the echoes of a burning scene Seen on everyone’s screen My mind’s not inside of me It’s wandering aimlessly Through the decadence of this ache They’re cleaning the blood off these stability streets Doing all they can to till the soul from you A future deserted It’s hell left inverted Lost forever in the wake And I am falling, I could die, but I believe Everything I know is you, Don’t fall into the lie without me If I could take back anything I would never open my eyes again Pull me away Pull me away from here Dead the glitch before the curtains close And kill the lights backstage Chaos is afterglow And it’s all I’ll ever know And it’s all I’ll ever take We were realized like mist on skin Rising like fog in rain Like I felt every time I fell for The void we’re carrying Only here Only now
5.
I could tear the sky wide open If I knew the shine could find you Forward is the only way back to you All the time that passed us by, and I lost sight of why you found me I don’t blame you, I would blame me too And the lights went out When I had found You far away Alone And I know the words Are not enough They’re further away Oh no I don’t know about the future, but I will pull who loves you to you I will echo, I will imprint love new I had drowned in my ambition Burned my mind and spent my vision Forward is the only way back to you And the regret Is weight I’ve carried through the rush of waves I hold And I know the past Is not afraid To haunt you in waves I know But I also know Your heart’s no home For the wayward and afraid Oh no If there’s change to be It’s no autobiography— It’s home

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Released 12.30.2022.

All donations go to QC Harm Reduction. (IG @qchreduction)

Written, recorded and "produced" by Travis Austin from May 2022 to December 2022. "Off" and "No Autobiography" written in 2022; "On and Off," and "Chaos Style" written in 2006; Personal Effect written in 2005.

Recorded using a preamp, a condenser mic, a guitar, a bass, a small midi controller, and garageband. Drums programmed in garageband.

Very special thanks to Casey Austin (for the last song), Ryan Rowland (for your guidance, blessings, support), Tim Ramirez (for your craft, your creativity and your support; IG @hydrosoniclightshow), Luis Cardenas (for your videography, support), Thomas Janicke, Tim Nystrom, Steve Maule.

Album Cover by Jessica Beshears (IG @jessbeshears)

Video for "On and Off" on YouTube:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=-W5IucbgJVA
Credit: Tim Ramirez and Tim Nystrom of Hydrosonic Light Show (IG @hydrosoniclightshow)
Dir. Photography: Luis Cardenas (IG @luiscardenasdop)

Will be on Spotify and other Streaming Services at some point.

Find me on IG: @fka.climate

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released December 30, 2022

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